bunch of kisses

Real Life

2010-02-13T20:10:00.000-08:00

this is the last day of my holiday !
i'll be back as a university student tomorrow . new lessons . new experiences .
see you soon holiday !

*just entered my bedroom and i found my desk in a HELL-condition !

Rise and Shine

2010-02-13T20:01:00.000-08:00

i need beach

2010-01-30T19:46:00.000-08:00

next monday will be my second week of holiday which mean the last week actually . and i haven't enjoy any sunshine ! i m wondering to go to beach somewhere . frankly, i gotta wait my friends danty to finish her "choir things"

well, dont aks me what i've done for these recent days ! DVD-ing ! that's it .

talk to you later, smooch !

HAPPINESS - ES

2010-01-01T17:31:00.002-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR FELLA ! this 2010 will be such a great year !

i would love to ask some question :

have you made resolution already ?
cause, i m not . i dont know what i want to be in this year . its not cool, huh ?! but, when the clock pointed to the 12, i just prayed to the god for all the love dedicated to my family , my friends, and all the people around me .

where did you spend your holiday ?
cause, i dont have my holiday yet . when the other people keep hanging around at the busy days, move to one place to another for refreshing their mind, i just keep on sinking to all my ass-sign-ments that need to be done and lectures to be attended . fiuhh, i know, this is the risk of being a medical student . but i m jealous everytime i looked in the other faculties, its totally zero . no one there except the cleaning services . good news is that i m having my holiday at january 22nd, a bit late and short but its okay . at least its about two weeks . :D

how about friendship ?
yay, this what i'm talking about ! just walking around with my lollys, but its sad because its only at the weekend, and it was about two weeks ago and nabila adytia - moldy , they couldnt join with us . but for the entire, it was awesome , i could laugh finally .

last, where i should spend my "late" holiday ?
i m totally confuse about this one . hmm, i need to google it first .
ohh, come on ! suggest me some !

i am a hell

2009-12-22T05:57:00.000-08:00

i have no idea what to say at the moment, and to be frank i have nothing to do also , so i m taking my beloved tripod and captured some photos . suck photos . i m just out of my mind in that time . i was trying to make a messy hair but it seems that it doesnt work in me . hhu :p

also just working with these following pictures. what do you think ?

p.s catch more for my works at http://mspuff.deviantart.com

into the night

2009-12-09T02:30:00.000-08:00

hello, it has been a long time since no post from me . terribly sorry . :D
the lectures at medical faculty driving me wild . :(
so, now . how's the people doing ? hope you had amazing days these following weeks.

i m just having a night with my girls . hha

sisterhood .

2009-08-27T22:50:00.000-07:00

i am soo missing my friends , now it seems like there's something that's separated us . it sucks . i missed all my snazzy snatcher sista , echa and moldy . and all my beloved lolly . just opened my stuff , and i found this , urrgghh . almost crying ....

mail's birthday

we're just had a chat on twitter last night , and we've planned to meet together again . wish it happen fellas !

catch y , xoxo !

P.S

- terribly sorry , i am goin to be superb busy these month , college stuffs you know !, so maybe i am not going posted regularly , but keep following ! love y..

trip to borneo

2009-08-12T18:11:00.000-07:00

weeeewww .. it's an august now ! means a lot to me . my birthday , college stuff , and there's so many things happen in this beloved month .

if you keep my following me , you got to know that i am going to borneo . (it was written in my past post ! just find it . :D )
and a week ago , i just got back from my trip at borneo island . yeaahh , pretty cool !

it was all started when my aunt offering me (again) to visit her at borneo . and i asked my mom , very surprisingly she said "just go ahead , here's the money for buying a ticket " hhaha . i love y mom !

i just arrived at balikpapan , my aunt and my cousin welcoming me warmly . love it ! the city is very closely to the sea . the mall's stand behind the sea , and more ! we had a night to spend at balikpapan that day , and we go for shop , eat , shop , eat , and that's it !

the city view ;

my aunt is a doctor . she works at a place named sanga-sanga in samarinda . so on the next day , i just came to her house ! this is gonna be exhausting . hahahaha . her house , well pretty cool . very clean , and well , i just LOVEEEE her closet ! there's a room which is filled by all her clothes , bags , and all those things . wuurrrpppp .

day to day , i am visiting samarinda city . there are two , samarinda and samarinda seberang . both of it was separated by mahakam river which is enormously wide ! i am visiting the islamic centre , malls , and all the tastiest restauratn in the city . hahahaha

the bridge beyond the mahakam river

the islamic centre

just a week , and i got to back to makassar again . but , i was having a plan to spend some days to travel balikpapan at balikpapan again .

here's more :

catch y , xoxo !

p.s
- i'm having a DAMN SHIT cough !!!!!!! urrrrggghhh...

- i couldn't meet my boy there , it takes 3 hours from his place to samarinda .

- tomorrow , gonna be my first day of being a university student . wishing me luck !

outrageous outfit .

2009-07-21T04:41:00.000-07:00

just browsing , and i found these gorgeous look !
wet season will be turned in indonesia , so , better watchout these looks !

shoulder pads ! yhe wider shoulder . damn cool !

paris vogue august 2009 issue

pulled it in ! the more the hottest !

love the way they wore it !

mask rider . ha !

2009-07-16T23:53:00.000-07:00

just bought a feather mask with my friends a couple of days ago . well , it looks super .

just got back home , from bank . i gotta pay an administration for my education in university . i got a sucks moment . in the paper that was gived by mom , its said IDR 34.890.000 . so i brought IDR 35.000.000 . but , when its my turn to pay , the teller told me to pay 100 million more ! wtf ! so , i just complained . and after had a shit for about 15 minutes (thought that she was calling her boss) , she's just take my money and sign the paper . huff . lucky , it's done !

FYI , i pay my study for twice . so who's wrong actually ?

birthday wishlist-s

2009-07-15T18:25:00.000-07:00

hey fella ,

this week ??! hmm , great ! i am official pass international medical faculty student of hasanuddin university . isn't it freaking aweeesome ?
but , the bad news is that my parents gotta work harder for me . i've blamed my self !
all those things mean i also had to study HARDER than EVER . all the lesson will be delivered by english . damn . wish it better in me .

next news ; my birthday is coming ahead ! so , i m going to write my top 5 things that i love most !

1. canon EOS 1000D

2. the original rayban
3. swatch watch , SPUB 100a . it's a puzzle inside , and it's turn into a lip every 12.oo and 06.00 . damn cool !

4. escada S ! because my boy took my fragrance away , hha ! so i'd like to buy this !

5. yeah , i need a new sneaker !

the other wishes :
- be a happy , healthy , and wealthy in the future
- making my parents proud of me , and granted all the things that they want

the backup wish :

i m so missing my lost ipod , too much memories ! the black above , it's mine . well , before it's lost . :(( . ipod lost means smile lost . one of my beastie had it lost , and i dont know how to act . heelllppp . i just ... well how to say ... you want to ask , but you just afraid to hurt him . ohhhh ..

wants more ?? i'll continued on august 7th (noticed it baby)

p.s
- maybe i am going to make some change , so keep following !

stylish , do you ?

2009-07-07T07:40:00.000-07:00

just made this looks :

it's lookalike london street style , cool huh!

i love the way of using scarve , both on the style !

visit my looklet for more looks !

records on

2009-07-05T06:40:00.000-07:00

“When it comes to you( again ) , it’s truly yours “

yeah , one of my friend ever said that , and it’s still lying in my mind . really ?

I was left ., he was leaving the town even the island already .

a day before he left , we spent it nicely . it’s kinda cute .. hahahaha . we met at panakukang’s mall ,we were watching tarix jabrix 2 . the movie started at 3 . 15 pm , and we just came too fast actually .

I met nabila actually , but she didn’t realize while I was shouting her name

This is funny, while the movie played , I went to the toilet . to be fast , I didn’t realized that I’ve entered the man toilet !! suddenly , all the people were staring at me , I was freezing extremely because I thought that I was right and they were wrong . so , with a shocked mind I turned my way back . (okay , that’s not funny !)

already missed this moment !

We’re having an afternoon snack in place near that mall . we talked , we laughed , he sang me mbah surip’s song “ tak gendong kmana mana …” .

I hate that song , but he sing it really funny and nice . and now i am gonna miss his voice and expression while singing that song .

Still remember these :

- While you’re holding my hand

- While you’re laughing

- While you’ve said “ I am the most handsome guy ”

- While you’re popping my nose

- And … (kelincahan telah terjadi)

At the end , I got a new watch ! LMAO ! he was giving his watch , figuring me out about him when I smells it .

I’m just too sad while it was over , almost crying actually , (well , I am crying now while writing this part) , it’s gonna take an age to saw his face again . and he’s keep texting me , time before he left this town . he persuaded me not to be sad , but it’s hard ! if you had something that you love , necessary , important , or what and then it was borrowed by someone that you don’t know who . well , that’s how I feel .

xoxo !

p.s

- if you are reading this post , now you know what I am feeling about you .

- he insist me to write this , hahahaha . gotcha !

- I am losing my ipod ! hopefully it come back again

- see you soon honey !

looklet ?

2009-07-02T00:10:00.000-07:00

well , i've just found this site . i thought it more interesting enough than polyvore . i've just created this look , and i am feelin like coco chanel , or the other . try it ! insane !

midnight nothing , i guess

2009-06-29T10:39:00.000-07:00

It’s already 1.00 am in the morning (well I guess it’s still midnight ) . I am so starving at the moment . a few minutes ago , I went to the kitchen ; opened the refrigerator , fry some eggs , and when it all ready . I opened the rice cooker , and found tadaa . nothing ! there’s no rice inside ! so , as a hungry . I cooked the rice . waiting for it done , Well , I am going to write about a story . I don’t know what I have to tell , and how to start . let me think .

Ummm ..

Uummm..

Ummm..

Well , that’s ..

Hmmm ..

Hmmm..

Huhhhh..

Okay , I realize that this week . I am hanging out more frequently with nirwan . he’s my ex . I don’t know why . but , he’s such a nice guy . we went to cinema , mall , and many more. I was introduced in his friends too . Hahahaha . insane !

Today , we had a plan again . we want to watch transformer 2 (actually ,he has watched it already , but I asked him to accompany me) . so I went to cinema for booked two seats . but , the steward said that the show that still unvacant started at 9.00 pm . wtf . so we went to another cinema . and it was a same . then we canceled it again , and decided for having fun out there to spend the time . hahahaha . please , don’t read if you don’t interesting enough . the story is bored actually .

another week

2009-06-26T23:39:00.001-07:00

This week was totally hilarious , full of stories . hahaha . I passed the national test , and thank god , I got a very satisfying points ! I also pass a test in hasanuddin university , in medical faculty . somehow , I’m just being a back-up in there , but I like it . my friends keep frontin’ me about that . darn ! so yesterday , I was having a TOEFL test which is extremely shit , and pshyco test (even I’m not that nuts !). you know what ?? I gotta done the toefl test in maybe 2 hours for 130 or more questions !! and the pshyco test I had 2 hours for 487 questions ! I’m getting bald I guess .

The test result will be announced on this Monday . hoping I’m passing again . amin .

An evening before the test , I was watching a movie at ratu indah mall with my-ex . hahaha . we were watching GARUDA DI DADA KU . we met at mcD while I was having dinner alone , and he’s just asked me to watch . the movie finished at 11.00 pm , and he drove me home .

P.S
- please , wishing for my friends too . hope they’ll pass SNMPTN
- michael jackson - R.I.P , pray for his family

i am not a student and i am proud of it

2009-06-16T19:24:00.000-07:00

yesterday was totally hillarious . after been an age then ,i got my self graduate from senior high school . the announcement was publicfied in town newspaper yesterday . so W.O.W

i went to school , and i met some friends . there's nothing change actually , then we went out somewhere until we decided to having a photo taken but just for fun . we went to a place which is like a field , but actually it's not . and we took some photos and the most adorable things that we act like we were having a shoot for a music video . hahaha . (well,then it just me if they don't) . these photos below taken from miftah's stuffs .

some of my friends , didn't come (nabila , kirei , arsyi ,kachak , reza , we missed y !)

not only that ! but also we've planned to go outside the city , having some photos again but more serious with a dresscode , and many more. but , hope it approve !

hugs and kisses X !

mouth shutter campaign

2009-06-10T20:29:00.000-07:00

this picture below was taken a few moments ago . they spoke ! try to learn . :D

hha . i smile when i saw this pictures .

love it too ? visit my gallery on http://mspuff.deviantart.com

few words to say - stuck at home

2009-06-07T18:53:00.000-07:00

It’s cloudy and windy outside my house . I’m just too afraid to open the door and let the wind blowing my mind . I need the sun , where my morning glory is announced . I need a mocking bird to burn the spirit for along day .
My mind and my body don’t want to get connected when the day on . i’m just stuck in my bed while my eyes tired of being closed for the rest of the night . I’m turning on my tv , watching my favorite spongebob squarepants and his silly friends . I like mr. crab actually . he’s so moneymaker , moneylover , and very stingy . and I just can’t admit , how does a crab could have a daughter and it was a whale ? . hahaha . yeah , it’s a cartoon of course .

My breakfast will never be changed . there’s a million of instant noodle inside the kitchens buffet . huff . that was a bored morning daily activity . I leave the house when the time goes to 1.00 pm . I don’t know if it’s gonna change . I’m just waiting for all the college stuff’s coming ahead !

What’s make it worst ? I’m having a cold . my nose seems going to explode . arrhg , I hate this .

This photo below taken last night (hope you like it) :

My gallery is waiting for you to come too ! (http://mspuff.deviantart.com)

Merci , merci , merci !

P.S
- what’s your morning activity ?

Concerto delicious-oh !

2009-05-31T19:18:00.002-07:00

I’ve never counted before , how many times that I’ve come to music live concert . well , have I told you lately , that my dad works in sampoerna ? ya ! that cigarette ! so , as you know , that company always had music concert events . and my dad always get the ticket .

This is one of the memorial ! It’s all started when I was kid . my dad told me fly to Jakarta to accompany him there . well , as an innocent kid , with a pleasure I’ll say YES ! lately , I knew that I accompanied my dad to ricky martin live in concert ! hahaaha . stupid !

The last time I attend a concert is last night . it was kerispatih . the venue wasn’t too crowd as usual , because it was one of JILC (course place) event . I have nothing to do at home , so I decided to accompany my cousin to watch the concert .

Here’s some :

it's sammy (vocalist)

I met some of my friends in there too , and surely we took a picture !

P.S
- how about y ?

i said so .

2009-05-26T04:00:00.000-07:00

welcome aboard !

lately , i'd love to walk around my house . and i took some pictures . and i realized , that it's all about sky . hahahaha. i don't know what was happening with my mind . it's freezing maybe . well , i don't know if those picture can be categorized in landscape . but , i said so if want to . :D

visit my gallery on http://mspuff.deviantart.com for more !

P.S
- your comments is totally NEEDED !

i'm in the cool wave .

2009-05-20T22:14:00.000-07:00

wow it has been longg time since my last post .
finally , i know how to use bokeh ( in cool way as i think ) .
and also , dedicated thanks to my best mama MIFTAH for suggeting me on the last picture above . cool stuff !

visit my gallery (http://mspuff.deviantart.com) for more !

yesterday , i was taking a form of hasanuddin university . we arrived in there about 12.30 pm and it was closed for that day . suck ! . so we turned back to qqoys house for the rest of the afternoon . but, suddenly on of my schoolmate called . she said that the registration was opened back . so , with a silly-pale face we got there again .

we also prepared to have a photo-session in hasanuddin university . because , beside the registration building there is a pond . and it was gorgeous . but it was rain ! what a horrible day .

i got some funny , while accepting the form . we asked the commitee about the date of the test . it is written may 13th on the paper . but it is also said june 10th in hasanuddin university homepage . after the trouble cleared . we went out of the building . and suddenly my friend EKA ask "wait ! why it's written on may 13 here on the paper ??" . we laughed out loud . what a silly-innocent . after the mission cleared , she's just started to had a war ! hahaha .

catch y !

what is life .

2009-05-12T18:58:00.000-07:00

my life seems get sucked in every second passes . may be started from yesterday . since my mom had me a bad news . "dear , you didn't pass in economy faculty of hasanuddin university in JPPB way" . i was biting . i was shocked . i was sad . i have nothing to deal with again in that day .

so , my dad called me , and gave a very "EAR BURNED" advice ! my moms too ! she never can stop her mouth to shout all my bad habit in every details and make it sounds terrify , in fact ?? it's not too bad. oh my god , gladly that she is my mom ! if its not ?? i wouldn't control my self .

so , my first punishment of being a fool is that my notebook is confiscated ! arrrggghh . what a shit . it means that i gotta use my old computer . arrgghh . i'm writing you this time using my fucking ancient machine . ohhhh , i don't know what's next gonna happen to me . wish it better

P.S

- is it wrong if i prefer to be like manohara ?
- my last hopes : PASS national test , JNS on medical faculty of hasanuddin university , and SNM-PTN
-wish it all getting better .

mumbling .

2009-05-10T19:17:00.000-07:00

i have nothing to do at home . so , as usual . i'm taking my camera , my tripod , pump-out my closet , do some silly poses , and tadaaaa . i have a new look . hha .

i wore a very short shorts . it feels awfull when i wore it . taste like i was using only an underwear . hihihi . but the shirt feels so goood . it's big , so it's drop like it's hot (sounds a title of a song) . it's quite quirky . hey , what i've done ?? i'm buzzing out ! my mind is outta control . please don't read !

that’s not my name .

2009-05-05T20:20:00.000-07:00

This holiday is totally awkward ! my mom won’t allow me to go anywhere outside this city , and of course I don’t want it too . I know that I won’t enjoy my trip . I’m just too afraid to think about UAN announcement and college stuffs . but, my mom have already promised me after this-hit , she will buy me a ticket for flying to east-kalimantan ! yes , it’s an unusual trip , isn’t it ? , because a lot of people this time prefer bali , Lombok , or Jakarta if you offer this question “where will you go to spend your holiday ?”

Kalimantan quite attracts for me . the forest , the people , the food (patin fish ?? you should try it !) and many more . I’ll stay in my aunt homes , cause she’s a doctor actually . she hasn’t married YET , and she only lives with one of my cousin . she won’t be patient to wait me to come . hah

If you ask me “how about your daily activity during the holiday ?”
Well , trust me ! you don’t wanna know !
- Sleep in the middle of the night
- I woke up every 45 minutes during my sleep and I don’t know why
- I spend my time for watching dvd (I bought gossip girl season 2 and fast furious 4 , two days ago)
- If I get bored , I’ll open photoshop , and edit some photos
- Open my account in facebook
- Hang-out with my friends (sometimes)
- And of course , drink a loaaaddss coffee ! I don’t realize how much that I’ve already drunk in a day . but I’m sure that it wasn’t like how normal person do ! hha .
- Oh , almost forgot ! I usually had photo session . and it getting worst , cause I was totally act like super-model (well , yes I am) . hha . here some :

On Monday , I went with my friends . we went to GTC to buy dvd and PANAKUKANG MALL to watch a movie which is X-MEN ORIGINS : WOLVERINE .
I had an embarrassing moment that time , because I wore a shorts and big boys sweater , so miftah’s called me WIDY VIERRA ! hah , what a silly . she started called me that and sing along with the other friends “jujurlah padakuu , jujurlahh padakuu ” . hahaha . then , the malls visitors were staring at me . hha .

Hugs and kisses !

P.S

- my mom’s mouth never stop shout “BELAJARRR and DO SOMETHING WORTHY !”
- I met nato that time in panakukang mall (I’m blushing !)

the party had just begun .

2009-04-26T20:04:00.000-07:00

Hey y’all !

I’ve just finished UAN on April 24, 2009 ! it was the most scariest thing that I’ve ever had , but I’m conseptually happy when it was over . well , as the most depressed things done , then we would like to celebrate it . not with something stupid , like make a graffiti or a mark or a sign in our uniform or whatelse . but , we didn’t want to be like a cheaper slut that was very happy when she won a lottre but become so sad when it was robbed by a robbery ! it was just like having a freshner after this shit , or we can say “free , silly , and happy party” !
Why that I said that it was free ? because ,we had been paid by rifka for watch a movie in the cinema which is UNDERWORLD and I don’t even know what was happening on that movie actually . and sing a loaadd of songs in NAV paid by fikri ! hhha . thank you guys . muchas gracias .
So , I just got back from that party , and caught my self very tired . yeaah , all started at 1.00 pm in the noon and it was over when we realize that we couldn’t sing anymore . voiceless . but, as I can say that I become more unstressful anymore . hha . here the pics (was taken from miftah's stuff)

captured on NAV

Well . I hope :
-i pass UAN and the result will be very satisfully , so I can make my parents proud of me
-I will pass JPPB in economy faculty of hasanuddin university
-I will pass JNS in medical faculty of hasanuddin university
-Hope you guys too
-Actually , I’m learnig spain language to spend my “long lasting” holiday . and I’ve just knew a few words . such as UN NINA BUENA . which means a good girl ! hhuff . wish it better !

Big hug for y !

inspired .

2009-04-20T21:08:00.000-07:00

hey nerd !

as you can see above , it's an extremely gorgeous girl everrr ! her name is LULU[http://www.luluandyourmom.blogspot.com] my new fashion inspiration ! huahahahaha . very stylish , wearable , and i loveee it !

the second one is TAYLOR MOMSEN (it's a bit weird if you don't even know who she is )
start from her act in gossip girl , she's just a kinda the nextdoor girl that is young , thin ,beautiful , and blonde . but , as the time goes by , she becomes more stylish than everr ( just take a look at her smokey eyes and cheezy style)! ouuuhh , i'll give the world to be her !! :D

hey , why don't you tell me what you are inspired by ? sounds great !

today , is the second day of UAN ! i'm really nervous actually , because this is the finish line on my senior highschool year , all those 3 three years will be paid by 5 days ! what a shit .
tomorrow , i'm having mathematic . oh god , i don't know anything about counting number . S.O.S !

catch y later !

P.S
- one of my friends shocked about my ex new girl ! she said that she had a babyface ! hahahaha
- we'll (all my lolly's + fikri) having a silly party after UAN ! can't wait !
- wish me luck for 3 days more ! math , physic , chemistry ... hereee i comeee :D!

question admit !

2009-04-16T06:20:00.000-07:00

1.what you're addicted to? photography , fashionblog , magazine ,taylor momsen , mcD !

2.what you can't live without? handphone , ipod

3.do you have boy/girlfriend now?why? no , i'm still looking for a lucky guy out there

4.who(if u in a relationship)? -

5.what kind of girl/boyfriend are you? i don't know . i just can't describe my self . but, to be honest i am kinda extraordinary girl .

6.3 words about you? kyut . kyut . kyut

7.who is famous person do you want to meet? TAYLOR MOMSEN !

8.something can make you cry? when i remembered about how hard my parents trying to get money(s) for their children , and what's gonna happen if they weren't here !

9.maria ozawa or julia perez? maria ozawa (such a high class miyabi)

10.part of your body,do you dislike?why? actually nothing ! i respect my self and mw own body , but sometimes my stomach is full of fat and i think it's needed to be decreased .

11.if u have fly,where do you wan't to go? rome !

12.who is the boy do you love? piyonnkkk you know what exactly what i want to write down ! huahahah

13.who is the girl do you love? my lolly's beastie !

14.who are 5 friends of your life? actually , there are a loaaaddss . but here some : mail , echa , moldy , miftah , nabila , ( the question only ask 5 , but i want more ! terribly sorry for unmention name !)

15.the last,what do you want's to be? a specialist doctor with a full of happiness , healthy ,and wealthy in my life ! hahaha . amiiiiinnn

hohoohohohohohohohoho . it's done !

something goes wrong .

2009-04-15T22:05:00.000-07:00

hey folks !

i got a lot of stories to tell .

the announcement of UAS is held today !
and this is the funny . i was looking my course sign number which is 088 on the board , and found it there . but, when i talked to my friend i was realize that it was wrong ! so i turned back and checked out the real number which is 033 , but finally it was there . huaahahahaha . ok , it's not funny !

i got a shocked last nite , when i was on my bed preparing to spend the rest . i opened my account at facebook and realize that my ex-boy had a new girlfriend ! .
i was hurt .
i was shocked .
i was jealous .
i was angry .

cry is needed last night ! but , when i thought "for what ?" . i didn't ! . to be honest , yeah , well , i still had a feeling with him .
but, i think that :
he was her
and
i have to started all over again . find the other lucky guy out there . :D
it's okay ! i'll start the revenge for you ! hahahahaha (am i that cruel ?)

well , a few days ago i had a crazy and narsism photo session in my aunt house ! enjoy them :

LOVE Y'ALL !

P.S
- now, UAN is on the front door ! wish me luck !
- so loaaadd of things to do after UAN ! huahahaha
- well , i had a little crush with my ex-boy's bestfriend ! hahahaha